Part 2: Victory or Defeat?
Javert and his first opponent circled the ring, sizing each other up. Both
men were now stripped to the waist and ready to begin, goaded on by
whistles and hooting.
The kid was called Germaine Lavoisier, recalled Javert, and was previously
a cadet of a well-known military school, dismissed for an unspecified
breach of decorum. Germaine was almost as tall as Javert, with a heavily
built torso, and radiated arrogance. /Tsk-tsk, what a nonsense, this barrel
of ale on spindle legs,/ thought Javert, squinting in the unsteady light of
the flickering lamps. /You'll be an easy one./
Unable to restrain himself much longer, the kid lunged forward, but by that
time Javert was ready. The fight has begun... and has ended. Germaine
suddenly found his back planted quite firmly to the mat, with Javert's knee
gingerly pressing against his trachea. He felt peculiarly nauseous, as if
he had been turning cartwheels; his vision was somewhat blurry and his ears
were ringing. He lay there, unhurt but quite upset, breathing noisily and
regarding the older man with utter astonishment.
The crowd erupted in cheers and applause. Javert had executed a beautiful
"downward twist," albeit from a somewhat atypical position. Germaine put
his full force into the assault, failed to register that Javert turned his
chest slightly to the right, and was brought entirely off balance. He never
regained his footing, as Javert extended his left hand, pushed Germaine
against the right shoulder, tripped him with his foot, following through
with his entire body and dropping him flat on his back. It was over in a
second.
Upon hearing the Major call out "Match!" Javert relinquished his hold and
offered his opponent a hand. Germaine took it in silence, and got to his
feet, peering upwards into Javert's face with a mixture of anger and
bewilderment. Javert decided to attempt to soothe his wounded pride. "Your
technique is not to blame," he murmured softly, as to be unheard by anyone
in the room except the rookie in front of him. "It's your bulky physique.
Your center of gravity is very high, and you are easy to tip over. Try to
spend more time exercising your lower body." Germaine blinked and nodded in
glum agreement. "I'll do my best, Monsieur" he responded dourly, and,
picking up his smudged towel, skulked off into a dark corner.
Javert stepped off the ring after him and was subjected to a barrage of
friendly slaps on the back from the senior officers before he was allowed a
swallow of water. "See, I told you he was good!" he heard someone whisper
excitedly. Javert sighed inwardly. He really hated being singled out,
whether for praise or for criticism. /Perhaps signing up for this wasn't a
good idea after all. This is prime gossip material./
Finally even the most enthusiastic colleagues had shifted their attention
to the ring, and Javert was left in peace. With a towel slung across his
bare shoulders, he observed the rest of the first round in silence.
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By the time the second round came to a close, the crowd had a definite
favorite.
This time, Javert faced another officer, and decided on a more evasive
course of action. Still, after three minutes of inconclusive grappling,
Javert managed to flip the other man over onto his back, and perform a
lock. To Javert's shock, he found himself utterly pleased and even
relishing in the look of rage the cop gave him, when they both stepped down
from the ring.
When the gong sounded again, he shut his eyes and hid his sweat-drenched
brow in the rough towel, ashamed and apprehensive. The fiery moment of joy
at seeing his opponent powerless still resounded in him. It was all too
familiar, that thrill, too alluring. Bloodlust, pure, primordial bloodlust
coursed through him like poisoned wine. For this, Javert was unprepared.
Reserve, and only reserve, he thought. Or else immediate withdrawal. I need
a firm grip on my senses, or else this can turn ugly.
At the same time, Javert felt as if twenty years have melted off his
shoulders. How sweet it would be, to give in to this desire for blood, to
destroy and dominate... It's been so long since he could do this, unleash
himself and show himself to the world! No more humiliation, no more defeat.
Fire was rising in him, fire he hadn't felt for ages. Covered in sweat,
Javert clutched his hair, almost tearing it out.
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It's Etienne all over again isn't it? Only this time I'm not the smaller
and the weaker, and we are both alone. One on one instead of a gang bang. A
wrestling arena instead of the dusty school grounds. How old was I when it
happened, 13 or 14? He was from the class above mine, and all his cronies
as well. I was so short, having to look up to see his eyes.
The Lord works in mysterious ways. Seems I have Etienne to thank for how I
turned out. He broke my right arm, so I became left-handed. He jeered, so I
became impassive. He beat me, so I learned patience. I was weak, and he
gave me resolve to become strong: he made me.
He tortured me for seven years, and I got my revenge in seven minutes. I
was dragged away from that yard, but he had to be carried off. A mass of
blood and torn clothing and dusty golden hair. Funny thing, I always loved
his hair. I hated him, but loved his hair. How strange. Three days later I
was on my way to Toulon, and three weeks later he was dead. I won. Didn't
I..?
God forbid I'll win again tonight.
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Javert was startled by a hand on his shoulder. He lifted his eyes and
discerned in the poor light the concerned face of a friend, a commissaire.
"You alright there? You've been awfully quiet."
Javert nodded and wiped his neck with the towel. "Is the third round
underway?" he asked, trying to sound calm. The commissaire chuckled. "The
third round is up," he said. "Your opponent dropped himself from the
competition and went on patrol. You're through to the final."
Javert felt his stomach drop. [Final already? Oh no...]
"Who's my challenger?" he asked nonchalantly.
The commissaire gestured towards the opposite corner. Javert looked and saw
a fair-haired rookie, and groaned inwardly. The lad, dubbed "Bulldog" by
his comrades, had a much-deserved reputation for being stubborn, nasty, and
hateful of Gypsies. This would make Javert his prime target for abuse,
except that Javert was far older and outranked him. [Looks like he finally
found a way to vent himself,] thought Javert and shook his head in
disbelief.
The man clicked his tongue and said, "I know the fellow is a pain and hates
your guts, but don't let him get to you. You'll have him down in no time."
With that and a final clap on the back, he left Javert alone.
Javert felt cold sweat dry on his temples. [This is not good. Why did I
have to be matched with the one man who tests my patience so? I hope he has
enough good sense not to be stupid out there. Or else... or else, God
forgive me...]
The gong sounded the start of the final round. Javert ascended the ring
with a bad premonition. The rookie, on the other hand, looked elated, and
threw about such murderous glances, that Javert momentarily considered
withdrawing from the fight. But then he heard soft words from his opponent:
"Fear me, darkie."
Something roared inside Javert. He drew closer to the lad, and murmured to
him almost gently, looking over his blond hair:
"I fear only the Lord, Monsieur. You I pity."
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